do you know that caterpillars become goo?
while inside the cocoon,
they are not sleeping peacefully,
calmly awaiting their transformation.
somehow, this is what i pictured:
the caterpillars snuggle up,
spin a cozy cocoon, hibernate.
and when the gestation is done, they emerge,
of course i knew there is struggle,
when they emerge
like the cracking of an egg so the
chick can break free.
but unlike the egg,
where the embryo develops into
a perky little bird…
they digest themselves.
they literally become goo,
all semblance of themselves is lost.
nothing is lost.
they use their elemental
components to rebuild.
a caterpillar contains within itself
everything it needs to become a butterfly.
it is born with all of the parts
or the idea of all of the parts:
some caterpillars have their wings
on the inside
like they were born ready
like they were
their own cocoon.
have to break down,
before they can rebuild,
this process of metamorphosis
depends on timing
if the caterpillars released their
digestive enzyme too soon,
instead, their hormone levels shift
once they are safely
inside the cocoon.
… they turn to mush,
at just the right time…
and then, when they’re
sufficiently broken down…
what they’ve had inside them all along
begins to reproduce,
creating everything they
to be reborn…
these days i feel a bit like goo…
? where are you feeling goo-ey?
? where are you breaking down?
? what if this breakdown was necessary
? what if you need to turn to mush
so that you can re-construct…
>>> watch this video until 1:50:
we trust you are with us in this mess.
you came up with this whole system
this crazy metamorphosis
and, if a caterpillar can fly,
then we trust that you can help us soar,
even when we feel like
help us trust the process of unfolding.
even when we feel like goo,
we trust that new life is growing in us.